ZHAO YING 28 NOV
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_Oliver:D
_Rachel:D
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Because every step i take,
I know you will be behind me
No matter what

we
have
to
be
separated.

WHY?
i dont want.
it makes me feel super sad and i dont want to.
so much bonding, so much tears, laughter and joy, must it go to an end?
i dont know, really, ive got no idea.
i dont want all of us to go our seperate ways.
if u ask me to take the form with the class around me, i will tell you i cant bear to even write down my own name.

W
H
Y

let go, or not.
either way, it will be miserable.
mr teo said its part and parcel of life.
but
i cant bear to.
how can someone bear to?

im super confused now.
my heart's in a twirl.
my mind's in a mess.
ive got no idea. i dont know wad to do.

and my heart aches.

this is such a sucky post.
i hope i havent made a wrong decision, really.
im taking the form tomorrow, and ive got a week to decide.

what to do now?
to think and think and think.

sometimes i ask myself why did i choose this combi, but then i found out its all worthwhile cause i met coolest class and gfs and brothers that i will love forever.




twitter like birds,
a language that only you and i know.
11.29 PM
21 October 2009