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Let's Go
_TENDAYS:D:D _BVSC:D _Cally:) _ChengHOOOOO _Ernest _Fiona _HuiShia:) _Jesslyn:) _KeXin _LiMing _Oliver:D _Rachel:D _SokYee Jingles
Because every step i take, I know you will be behind me No matter what |
Date: Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Title: special letter
I really hope everything will turn out fine, and put everything in God's hands. Now is like past midnight, but dont worry, I will be done soon. Actually I think i need a counsellor to talk to. I really think I have problems, like seriously serious. Dear John is a nice book. Everyone should go get it. I hope we are not clinging onto something that at the end of the day, it turns out to be nothing. Hopefully the answers are what we want, and be satisfied with God's plan. Thanks for everything, even in the end it turns out to be nothing. This is specially for you, if you ever get to see it. I promise you I will wait, hopefully you too. God's work 12.57 AM 15/07 the held on one.(9:52 AM)
Date: Saturday, June 19, 2010
Title: Heyyy!
Lol, I realize if use phone to blog must write under HTML. Helllllooooooooooo~~~~ I'm back from a long long holiday. I wish now it's the December holidays where Im done with my A's and have fun like no one's business but sadly now it's not the dec holidays but the JUNE holidays wahahahaha:) in mj, June holidays not holidays for us to play, it's for us to study. Well, I guess it's the same for everyone haha, including boss and uncle:) Met up with them not too long ago:) really had a lot if fun time:) can you guys imagine what an airport us for? It's for ppl to play badminton-.- wow. That day when we went to t2 galati to do some work, wah piang, got a group of kids play badminton there-.- parents even use trolley as bag carrier. Haiyoh. Boss and I were arguing whether they are gng to board the plane or what, but then their dressing don't look like they are gng holiday. Aiyah, oh well. This is one o the amazing things that Singaporeans can do! LOL. Ah, this Darwin finally coming anck from London after his A's. Like wow finally! Forever one leh he, stay in London dunno do what- stare at girls? Bully ppl? Or I know! Learn sick stuff! Tsk tsk. See lah ppl, Now Darwin bad influence alrdy ah, all of 4/1 ppl beware!!! Hahaha! Actually I miss everyone. Ranging frm pri sch friends to jc. Truthfully, even the girls. Been through a lot a lot in jc, and one will never understand me unless they themselves go through as well. Hopefully by the end of the year everything will be fine, because I want to leave mj with only wonderful and beautiful memories but not ones that will hurt and bring sorrow. Actually I'm a petty person. Only you know and I know. Thank God for everything:) PS: Darwin, I want iPhone 4g! Thanks! Study hard! Love ya:) 3.57pm, the held on one.(12:41 AM)
Date: Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Title: tomorrow will be a better day
times are hard, but then no matter what, going to carry on. regardless whether isit studies, cca, friends and etc etc, hold on and know that God is with me. YAY~ ooooooh~ so much things to say, but too lazy to type. maybe i can start talking to myself :X! sometimes things go really really wrong, and im in such a dilemma that i dont even know how to tackle. sulks* maybe, tomorrow will be a better day for all of us (hope so) THIS IS SUPER BAD, WHATS WRONG NOW WITH ME?! maybe i should change? wait, but firstly, whats the problem?! such a horrible post. for me to know, PS: you dont need to find out :X I pray to You that everything is right 9 Feb 2010 8.53PM the held on one.(4:49 AM)
Date: Friday, January 22, 2010
Title: we are together for a reason: LOVE
oooohhh~ 1 week past so quickly! HAHAHA. yeah, so, lots of things to be done! 2 tests next week! plus, the following week is orientation weeeeeeek HAISSSSS. miss all the long days lessons siannn ahhh siannnnn. ohhh welll :) lots of things happened this week so i would like to type it down here~ well, typing isnt as emotional as writing, it seems to me. as in, i cant feel at all, sort of. but yeah, since writing takes up more time, so im typing now~ it seems that things arent going right now. 'A moment of delight, a lifetime of agony' HOW TRUE IS THAT! yeah, sort of. kinda experiencing now and it sucks to the core. so im leaving, slowly. im sorry, because im such a petty person, that sometimes i cant even stand myself for this particular weakness of mine. maybe if things change for the better i will return back to your side? 'Love thine enemy' but how to, when you dont receive my love? ARGH. in such a dilemma. in the past, nothing like this had daunt me from moving forward. i hope i cant, when circumstances arises. anyway, these few days were crazy. a lot of haywire matters and ARGH. oh well, thats life! hope i can pass through all these trouble:) thank you God ooooohh~ tomorrow got daisy tan carnival! actually i dunno if im umpiring a not lehhh, but then i better go bring my whistle! i hope i remember to ask netball organization why i dont have my practical test yetttt! 2 is better than 1, so now im asking, is 6 better than 7? january is coming to an end. how fast is time!?!? i never know how to get angry again until now, because you took my anger and wrath in the past. now you are giving it all back to me. 22 january 2010 8.51 PM the held on one.(4:40 AM)
Date: Saturday, January 9, 2010
Title: Love is the greatest
i think its more than a month since i last posted something, haha. holidays are soon to be over. just another few hours or so, it will be monday and i will be stepping into school, being a year older, and having more responsibilities towards my studies. for this year's resolution, its going to be sweet and simple. simply said, its going to be FUN, NICE, JOYFUL, LOVABLE, and TIRED. well, the last one will be experienced maybe during june? haha. yeah, guess so. i hope that after dropping one subject will help me, really. good luck for those taking 4 h2! you can do it! the reason why u all can continue pursuing 4 h2 is because you can do it, and the promos showed it all! as for those who dropped to a h1 subject like me, regardless whether you dropped econs, chem or physics, no fear! it doesnt mean that dropping is a bad thing! it means that our burden is lessen and we have more time to digest stuff! so for those taking A levels this year, WE CAN DO IT! sometimes, when we are tired, what we can do is to take breaks :) everyone take care of health! :D well, hope this year will be nice :) smooth sailing hahaha. ;D actually im not so into school reopening. LOL. ask me why~ HAHAHA! but im sure 2010 will be a great year. or maybe, as good as 2008 :D the fun and joy, well, hope to be able to experience it again :D haha, the reason why i typed in my blog this time is because i saw the note that john wrote for TENDAYS and i felt a big pang on me and made me want to write something back to everyone :) Thank you TENDAYS for bringing joy and laughter everyday of my life since sec 3. Till now, i can feel every single tinge of laughter and love that you all showered for everyone. Being the youngest is so good afterall, with everyone giving me all the attention and concern, and i really love it. That's why i love you all so much, and appreciate what you all have done for me. Thank you especially to uncle, john, cally and jesslyn who made my days in school more meaningful and worthwhile. Even though uncle is in a different school as us, but the occassional chats over phones are the best! haha! i will never get tired of it! HAHA! but now must cut down! HAHAHA! As for john, you made my school days FUN and PW days even FUN-NER! It's quite surprising and thankful that i have got you throughout my whole of JC1 time in class and in PW. I really think i spent more time with you in 2009 than in 2008! HAHA! Thank you jesslyn and cally for the encouragement and concern and even the love you have given me! I've never thought that i will encounter such matters in my life too! However, thank God that i have got you both, supporting me through my sad times. Really thankful. Thank you for everything :) Your concerns are the best to my ears in times of need. Really, so when you girls need help in anything or have any problems, just tell me! :) i can lend you my shoulders and ears to listen! :D as for rach, my dear, ah siao, chengwei and hyder, i love you all too. i didnt forget you all :) as what john said, i hope we can stay strong together as TENDAYS and not lose contact with each other. I'm so afraid that because of our different holidays, we cant meet up and then we will lose contact! So, hope that the next gathering, there will be all of us there! :D To kexin and hongye, you both are the best! :) always come for gathering! <3>3 ONE FOR ALL, AND ALL FOUR ONE! i love you all <3<3! Monday is school reopening and release of O levels result. HAHA! hope our juniors can do well! :D good luck yeow boon! :) Thank God for everything wonderful incidents, people and challenges you have given to me, to my life. I've only got FOREVER, and FOREVER is fine 9th Jan 2010 6.54 PM the held on one.(10:23 AM)
Date: Monday, December 7, 2009
Title: when life gets harder, lean on me
WEEEE~ its been a longggg time since i come to blogspot. tonight felt too good, so here i am, typingg, haha. now is like the 2nd week of dec alrdy! ZZZ! so fast! like seriously serious! haha! a lot of things happened, many many. well, let's get on to the recent stuff! went for standard chartered race as volunteer for kids dash. super nice. get to see all the kids and stuff :) all sooo cute HAHAHAHA. earn some chinks and im berrry happy. before that went to watch new moon, which totally BOOOOOO okay. damn boring. im quite happy that i saved my money in twilight, and im not going to watch any other EDWARD CULLEN/ JACOB BLACK/ BELLA SWAN movie anymoreeeee! (even though i love JB LAH) but then its very boring, serious. anyway, before that went for OGL camp. well, i must say that its okay and fun, but not as nice compared to other camps that ive been before. (i think the leader's camp in sec 3 was the best hahaha!) but anyway, good, cause got games that will totally soak you from head to toe lahhh! HAHAHA. damn good! :) celebrated grandma's birthday and together with mine, HAHAHA. then got sushi somemore yum yum :) lots of happy and unhappy stuff lah. sometimes i think im a little dumb/short tempered. but then what's done is done, what can i do? sometimes i also think im like a substitute. sometimes i feel bad for what ive done. felt guilty and felt like its not supposed to be that way, but then i cant take it back. sometimes i am very worried there's something called karma. OHHH~ ive got netball test on friday. have to read the rule book from cover to cover, pro a not? ^^ HAHAHA. a great thank you to all who showered love, care and concern and even encouragement along the tedious and sometimes hard-to-cope way! really thank you sooo much. greatly touched and looveeeeeed. :) to make it happen 8 dec 2009 2.01 AM the held on one.(9:52 AM)
Date: Sunday, October 25, 2009
Title: when two becomes one
the seniors wanted a netball match with juniors. but its so hard to make a time. LOL i just found out i end school at 4 plus on tuesday :X like that how to have match? :/ arrrrghhh. nahmind i think of a wayyy. sighs. i look at the timetable for nov. :( makes me saddddd. hais. the white piece of paper is still blank. why? cause i cant bear to even write my name down. SHEEEEZZZZTTTT. im so dead. LALALALA tomorrow gng to have breakfast with brothers and honeys haha. :> LIKE LOVE AND EVERYTHINGGGGG. and tomorrow got trainingggggggg. hais. good thing is can become slimmer cause all my fats will be gone. bad thing is i too long never train i find myself damn weakkkk. ARGH. ive got no ideaaaa what to dooooo for the netball thing with juniors ahhhh! i just felt like pushing the whole thing to hafizah and ask her to ask teacher LOL. cause it seems i tues cannot LOL :X dont tell me im dependent on you hor. im scared now. falling down; picking up. 10.56 PM 25 Oct 2009
the held on one.(7:50 AM)
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